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starlogs2017-03-12 01:31 am
thisisourfuture) wrote in starlogs2017-03-12 01:31 am
Everything you want and everything you don't (open)
WHO: Hajime Hinata thisisourfuture and various others.
WHERE: Around Bajikan
WHEN: March catch-all.
WHAT: Two idiots have a conversation about serious matters (Komaeda), attempts to dig up information (Invidia), poking at this supposedly 'bettering' place (Superbia). And whatever else is to be added here later.
WARNINGS: Dangan ronpa 2 spoilers to be had in castmate threads. Uh, stuff to be added after that.
Closed todespairing_hope That talk he just doesn't want to have.
[There's so many people and most of them aren't human. That's really new so he tries not to think about it as he makes his way through the arrival area. It doesn't take him too terribly long to find Komaeda. Even in this crowd the sight of him is unmistakable.
Hinata isn't sure he wants to do this. But if he doesn't he'll never really know if he was right...will he? He joins Komaeda after a few moments.]
You're alive. Everyone is. I don't hate you because I understand why you did it. I don't agree with what you did. But I understand that much.
A: Invidia is just another name for not finding shit.
This is a bad idea. [He mutters to no one in particular as he stands just inside the district. After he'd heard what effect this one has on people he hadn't wanted to step inside. But if he wants to know anything at all, he has to check what places he can.
He scrubs at his face and with a sigh, starts down the street. He makes for an internet cafe and is relieved it isn't going to cost much if anything to sit and have a look. The only sites available are all...
He leans back, his frown growing more and more pronounced as an ugly, familiar feeling curls in his stomach. He abruptly shoves the chair back as he gets up and without giving all that much of a care, makes for the exit.]
Wait. There's nothing to find here, [He says to whoever is in the doorway. Hinata glances back at the surroundings, feeling that envious he can't settle or find any form of sanctification in what would have been perfectly fine for people his own age.] But maybe there's something in district. I only checked here.
B: Superbi- I have no witty jokes for this one.
[By now he knows better than to stay in a district too long. No matter how nostalgic a feeling is. This planet is about getting people to spend money. Every want or need is catered. It's tempting. Far too tempting. Still, out of curiosity. And only that, has he ventured into Superbia.
It's about what he expects and he walks slowly through past barber shops and tanning salons. He'd thought that maybe they would be a little more extreme. At some point he realizes that he isn't all that bothered about himself right now. He feels better than he has in some time. Maybe it wouldn't be all that bad to stay here a while.
So by the time he finds the slightly more extreme things, it's not that bad either. So people want to be better, big deal. It's not like they're going to become monsters, right?]
They're still them. That's fine, right?
thisisourfuture and various others. WHERE: Around Bajikan
WHEN: March catch-all.
WHAT: Two idiots have a conversation about serious matters (Komaeda), attempts to dig up information (Invidia), poking at this supposedly 'bettering' place (Superbia). And whatever else is to be added here later.
WARNINGS: Dangan ronpa 2 spoilers to be had in castmate threads. Uh, stuff to be added after that.
Closed to
despairing_hope That talk he just doesn't want to have.[There's so many people and most of them aren't human. That's really new so he tries not to think about it as he makes his way through the arrival area. It doesn't take him too terribly long to find Komaeda. Even in this crowd the sight of him is unmistakable.
Hinata isn't sure he wants to do this. But if he doesn't he'll never really know if he was right...will he? He joins Komaeda after a few moments.]
You're alive. Everyone is. I don't hate you because I understand why you did it. I don't agree with what you did. But I understand that much.
A: Invidia is just another name for not finding shit.
This is a bad idea. [He mutters to no one in particular as he stands just inside the district. After he'd heard what effect this one has on people he hadn't wanted to step inside. But if he wants to know anything at all, he has to check what places he can.
He scrubs at his face and with a sigh, starts down the street. He makes for an internet cafe and is relieved it isn't going to cost much if anything to sit and have a look. The only sites available are all...
He leans back, his frown growing more and more pronounced as an ugly, familiar feeling curls in his stomach. He abruptly shoves the chair back as he gets up and without giving all that much of a care, makes for the exit.]
Wait. There's nothing to find here, [He says to whoever is in the doorway. Hinata glances back at the surroundings, feeling that envious he can't settle or find any form of sanctification in what would have been perfectly fine for people his own age.] But maybe there's something in district. I only checked here.
B: Superbi- I have no witty jokes for this one.
[By now he knows better than to stay in a district too long. No matter how nostalgic a feeling is. This planet is about getting people to spend money. Every want or need is catered. It's tempting. Far too tempting. Still, out of curiosity. And only that, has he ventured into Superbia.
It's about what he expects and he walks slowly through past barber shops and tanning salons. He'd thought that maybe they would be a little more extreme. At some point he realizes that he isn't all that bothered about himself right now. He feels better than he has in some time. Maybe it wouldn't be all that bad to stay here a while.
So by the time he finds the slightly more extreme things, it's not that bad either. So people want to be better, big deal. It's not like they're going to become monsters, right?]
They're still them. That's fine, right?
Cw: self harm and discussion of suicide
[And it wasn't like his luck was going to change any time soon.]
Also, another question. If an end was inevitable no matter what, would you rather a slow painful decline, or an end when you choose? If you had to choose between being yourself and being a stranger, which would you want to be?
Cw: self harm and discussion of suicide
[He says, his voice even quieter.] The Fleet brought Nidai back from the edge of death...maybe.
[Maybe they could save Komaeda but that meant trusting them. He ducks his head.] You didn't just cause misery. We made it as far as we did with your help. You're difficult. Fussy. I don't always understand you.
[More like all the time.] ...I, I don't know the answer. I just don't see your death as any kind of solution to anything.
Cw: self harm and discussion of suicide
[Because everything eventually ended up that way... would it be a few years? Or next week. No one could say.]
I hope the worst case scenario doesn't end up happening.
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[They can still change the present. He has to trust in that. He will trust in it.]
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[At least...maybe they could delay it. If not help turn aside the death that might come. He doesn't know what else to do.]
We don't know if there is a way back... [...it feels unfair. He doesn't want to talk about the potential that he will be erased when they wake up back home.]
Is that alright for now?
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[He paused a moment to give a break between their conversation and his new question.]
And for the now of right this moment?
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...but not right now.] Best time to start being prepared.
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[It was always important to be prepared, and he also needed to this kind of things he would need now and the sort of journey ahead.]
We should see where are the popular places to go and hang out.